London Calling
Departure Panic
Here is a quick tour of the apartment where we stayed during our final five nights in Edinburgh (not quite as nice as the Old Merchant’s House, but it did the job): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sNg3FU2OR70
It seems whenever I travel, a sort of panic often sets in the day before departing for home. I find myself wondering if I’ve made the most of the opportunity and done everything I wanted to do before leaving. Afterall, most destinations are a once-in-a-lifetime experience, anything mistakenly missed a potential regret. Yet leaving Edinburgh felt particularly poignant. Did I align Edinburgh with the new-found freedom of retirement? Maybe the passing of truly memorable Christmas and Hogmanay celebrations made me nostalgic? Or was it simple affection, having to say goodbye to a particularly enjoyable journey? Given our borderline fanatical visits to Harry Potter, Outlander, and Fire Saga sites, maybe we loved Edinburgh so much because of all the fun filming connections. To all these I say yes! But perhaps Edinburgh still managed to rise above their sum because it was also undeniably unlike anywhere we’ve ever visited.
The people were warm and welcoming, and—except for the tripping hazards of unendingly uneven setts and cobbles—we felt safe walking everywhere, even late at night. Efficient public transportation provided a wonderful break from driving, moving us throughout the city and to far-flung places like the Royal Yacht Britannia, Cramond Island, Craigmillar Castle, Rosslyn Chapel, and even Costco.
London brims with history, but much of it is covered in the polish and chaos of a metropolis. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love London, but it now seems forever overshadowed by its smaller cousin to the north. Edinburgh retains its edge with cobbled streets, narrow wynds, mysterious kirkyards, and a high street that still leads to an imposing castle on a hill. Despite removing the Flodden Wall and constructing New Town, Edinburgh remains compact. Walking through the city you retain the wonderfully distinct impression that one foot is in the modern world and the other in a bygone era. At night you almost see Mr Hyde, Deacon Brodie, or Burke & Hare slipping ominously off the high street into a darkened close, or traversing the South Bridge vaults by flickering lantern light.
Whether standing inside the tiny, ancient St Margaret’s Chapel on Castle Hill, surveying the Holyrood Abbey and St Anthony’s Chapel ruins, or listening to the choir inside the magnificent St Giles Cathedral—the city evokes the divine. King David I’s 1128 vision of the flaming rood in a deer’s antlers still echos throughout Edinburgh loudly nearly a millennium later.
Edinburgh is a uniquely special city indeed. And thus, the subtle, creeping panic as we prepared to leave it behind. I found myself surveying my surroundings, running through a mental checklist of things we might have missed. Rationally I knew we had not only seen the highlights, but had also soaked in the minor sites, and even gone back and caught things we missed. When I read about the Arthur’s Seat Coffins and Greyfriars Bobby’s collar, I was able to go back to the respective museums and see these items.
I’ve lived long enough to recognize my panic for what it is—a form of early mourning for the inevitability of a loss that has not yet happened. I will be sad when we leave. I feel it already.
Edinburgh to London
Was nearly two months living in Edinburgh too long? Absolutely not. Edinburgh is a city you can settle into—its antiquity washing over and slowly enveloping you until you’re besotted. By the time we left, Edinburgh had made us feel like we belonged. We loved every minute in Edinburgh, but, alas, we do have so much more we want to see and experience.
On Monday, January 2, we boarded the 10:30 LNER (London North Eastern Railway) train from the Edinburgh Waverley railway station (Platform 6 and not 9¾ I’m afraid) and enjoyed the 4½-hour journey through the countryside to London.
Emerging from the calm of the train and descending into the chaos of the London Underground, it was clear that my standing impression of Edinburgh as a big city, was misguided. Now it is time to explore another world-class city, but our time in Edinburgh will remain forever imprinted in our minds as one of life’s greatest moments.